Maybe She's Mental

I'm trying out this unconditional love thing.... man does it feel like FREEDOM!  There's a knowing in the connection.  There's a trust like no other.  There is no fear.  It's pure and raw and SO fulfilling.  I just erased ' the most fulfilling relationship I've known'.... from the end of that last sentence... WHY?  Who cares?  I don't care if I offend a parent, sibling, aunt, etc... it's the truth.   I'm tired of speaking so others don't get upset. And because I have chosen to love another unconditionally, I am BURSTING with love... not just for the recipient, but for anyone that walks into my vision.  Now I get how people in this kind of relationship make everything and everyone around them FEEL their love.   I get it and it's SO powerful!  It takes a lot of exposure and heart opening, but it's what makes life REAL! DAMN I can even feel it in my teeth!  Why do you need love in your teeth....?  Why not? :)  That's been comin

I don't know if this is normal for other people, but in one single day for me, I have many personal encounters with people.  Today... I accepted a gift from a co-worker who was handing off YEARS of work she had put into teaching young people.  She explained all the lessons which she had nicely arranged in folders with proper headings.  She also offered to assist me in transferring the information to the kids that I might encounter.  She gave me a HUGE chunk of her life.... a passion of hers... she trusts me with her passion. Not much later, I got a call from my best friend in Alaska.  She was starting her day and was feeling down.  She was deeply missing the foster baby that was removed from her home to go to extended family members a couple weeks ago.  She had fallen in love with the little baby girl and she really feels a BIG desire to have a family.  She was calling me to hear my voice and find a way to smile when she felt such a weight in her heart.  She gave me the gift of

Vacation... I'm trying out a couple kinds of vacations this summer.... one, leaving my country alone and meeting up with a bunch of strangers on a beach and the other taking my loved ones to a lake and spending some time alongside a rock bottomed lake.... Both have great potential, but mostly my vote goes to the former as the most vacation-like. You would think strangers couldn't be loved ones in a matter of days, but this is not the case in my vacation situation.  It's quite the phenomena.  Heck... actually I knew instantly in some cases that they would be loved ones. I found on the second vacation expedition that the rocks were my favorite hanging out spot.  There are rocks all over the place here and I found sitting in them, walking through them, or swimming over them was the calmest most relaxing time of my vacation.  What is it about them that brought me present?  I'm sure the sound of the waves contributed, but pretty much I would just enjoy seeing through the